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Name:
Barbie Doll Crotch
Birthdate:
16 November
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she never knew her hands could be so weak
she always thought she could pick herself back up from falling
they vandalized her mind with flowers and pretty things
little did they know she soon would cut her wings
her lips they sparkled pink, rosy cheeks, porcelain skin
little did they know the hell she was trapped, within.
3 hour hair appointments seemed so tedious, but now they dont because she is dead
why didnt they see her wrists bleeding red?
she's trapped in this
white ceeling
white walls
wide eyes
like thoughts you can't explain
like a doll cased in a picture frame
she's going insane
but her wrists are red as she quietly lays dead
a clock with endless hands
an hourglass with slow dripping sands
sharper objects take its place the images stolen from you
her simple life, dimples, curls.. sealed with thorns and glue
but she's trapped in this
a white room with one red wall
something to convey variety
something to save her sanity
she wants to fuck the world tonight
say adieu to the morning light
but she's trapped in this
a white room with two red walls
something to convey variety
something to save her sanity
she doesn't understand the simple of mind
she wishes she could be left behind.
warm her up but don't let her burn
she wants to see everything in her world, as it turns
insignificance boils in their blood
but she's trapped in this
a white room with three red walls
something to convey variety
something to save her sanity
she dips her blasphemous soul and slowly soaks it in lime
shes tried, oh shes tried but she can't pick herself up this time
unbreakable spider webs hold her in place
where only frail bones and dead skin remains
those silver strands
cuffing her hands
but she's trapped in this
a white room with four red walls
something to convey variety
something that failed to save her sanity
red walls
wide eyes
she never knew her hands could be so weak
tonight she wanted to live
but now she's dead
in this red
room, no doors
no windows
but weak hands on white lips..
why couldnt they see her red wrists?
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